HOROCSCOPE , SIGNS N ALL THAT CRAP

ok just to share wit u guys ... ive had seriously weird dreams lately ... one of it would be today's morning dream ... i wuz like can't sleep , but still can slee , duno how to put it but im waking up with like a set interval or sumthin . so anyway i dreamt sumthin weird this morning , and i mean really WEIRD , but too bad i cant recall wat i dreamt of edi ... but there is one significant part in that dream that i remember , it was horrifying to even think about it .

this part of the dream i remembered, was when i wuz walking across some hallway , and i saw somethin hanging above a black iron thing . both objects are still , and i cudnt make out wat neither were . until suddenly , the hanging thing started lowering and i realized it was a DOG when it moved and reached out its paws for wateva it was used to attach him and lower him down . and then i also realized , the black iron thing below the dog wasnt any ordinary iron plate . it was a frying pan ... and it had boiling oil in it . i could see the pure-black dog ( so black i dont even see its eyes ) struggling and squirming , but helpless . even in my dream , i could feel the pain of the dog in my skin . couldnt move , want to escape , want to run from the deep frying , but couldnt . i could feel the heplessness of the dog and its sad state . thats when i woke up ... saw the clock which pointed at 4.30 ... and went back to bed horrified and with a dozen things running thru me mind , such as how we slaughter chickens , animals , and stuff .

anyway another dream i had today was when i went for my evening nap at 4.30 . its damn weird . i dreamt of me walking out of the skewl perhimpunan , crossing the barrier of prefect . normally these prefects dont do their jobs properly , which was to check our fingernails , socks , blablabla . can easily escape . but in my dream , there he was , mister siva at the front of the barrier . as i walked thru him i raised my hand up for him to check , fingers stretched out . wanted to pull it back but couldnt , fear had got the better of me . wat happened after that i do not recall , tho ...

anyway i accidentally stumbled upon a taurus horoscope thread on blueserver forums while searching for the song backmasking topic . out of the many taurus horoscopes there , one particularly caught my attention . as i read thru it , i realized everything written in it about tauruses accurately describes me . it was as if my fingers itself were the ones who type that horoscope out . and just FYI , im a taurus ...

here's the horoscope . only the 1st paragraph got problem , which is tat im not well-built like arnold schwarzenggar or wat ( im slim ) , and that i am not as healthy as described ... im asthmatic ... another wrong thing about this horoscope is that im not as artistic as they claim tauruses to be . as for those love love part u can ignore la since i got no lover or wat ... btw yen han i think i showed most of these persnalities in front of u b4 , u shd noe , eg. the lie part , keep secret part , opinion n comment part , well u shd noe tat tis horoscope is quite accurate . anywya even if u dont , i know it very well is :

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold
it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.
He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice
suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you
turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking
bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so
narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a
millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk
vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new
puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly
and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you upset. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you.