THE HERETIC ANTHEM

HOLY MUTHAS OF ALL FUCKS ...

i've never believed in ghosts .

they don't exist .

no , they don't .

today's my bday .. and as im typing this its 12:21 am .

and i a damn frikin FREAKED OUT ... my skin feels like it would peel anytime !!

ok here's wats happened ... i logged off msn n packed my bag . den i wanna find my pencil box n calculator which i took out juz now for tuition . i searched for it at the place i usually left them , but to no avail . went downstairs TWICE to find it too , no avail either . so i decided to think thru calmly wat i did ... ok came back at 10 . went to keep the dried xf's umbrella . went to dig sum food . went up and started foruming , blogging , msn-ing and listening to music . after a while i went down for about 3 minutes searching for food , ended up eating 2 pieces of kuih talam and a piece of pineapple tart .

...no clue of where my pencil case n calculator is . not detected in my memory . so i finally decided to forget about it n just bring my bag n folder downstairs firs to prepare 4 tomoro mornin ... well my bag n folder is on da floor . so the moment i reached down n picked my bag ... i dropped it again . my hand INSTINCTIVELY moved towards the cupboard and opened it . the moment i opened it my whole bulu roma naik ( in fact as im typing this out now my whole bulu roma i can feel STANDING . i can feel my whole body going numb and my back going all prickly ) . there , i saw my calculator and my pnecil case stacked on top of it nicely . as if it was placed there intentionally . took it out , went to my winamp n shut off the song which had just ended cuz i was kinda freaked out .

i started thinking how did it got there . is there any reason i wudve opened that cupboard for ? hmm .. to get my wallet ? no . to get my gate remote control ? no . to get my clothes out ? no . all my clothes are stacked on my bro's bed bcuz ive been too lazy to arrange them recently . hmm ... then ... WHY WAS THE PENCIL CASE N CALCULATOR INSIDE ... !? i was damn freaked out !!!!! i immediately closed the cupboard n my spontaneous action was to switch on my msn to tell sum1 about the incident .

yen han . i msged him n nudged him . after a while he replied me n said ... `wtf ? u wan bday greeting a ?` den i wuz like ... bday ? then my eyes automatically stared at the bottom right corner of my screen n there , the clock showed 12:05 AM . wat da !? means the time i found the pencil case wuz at around 12 ? my whole bulu roma stand again . my whole body went stiff as wood . den i told yh my story n he started scaring me wit his ghastly explanations , which freaked me out EVEN MORE ... stupid explanations like `ghost help u find ur stuff cuz its ur bday` and stuff . and even jokingly asked me if i have any last words because they could be my last . NOT FUNNY AT ALL !!! FARK ... DAMN FRIKIN SCARY !!!!!

den after a while of him consoling me ... i remembered sumthin .

the music i was listening to .

when it happened .

it was SLIPKNOT - THE HERETIC ANTHEM .

where the chorus goes screaming `IF YOU'RE FIVE FIVE FIVE , THEN I'M SIX SIX SIXXXX !!!!!!!!!!` into my ears ...

and then i suddenly recalled ... the moment i found my belongings back , it was when the 4 minutes and 14 seconds song ended .

coincidence ?

a birthday surprise by spirits ?

or what ?

i dont know ... I AM DAMN FRIKIN SCARED ...

im not gonna brush my teeth tonite !!! >.<

Edit : my younger sis just came in and wished me a happy birthday while presenting me a birthday card ... i was like sweet ! opened it n read da contents ... and then after reading was kinda smiling all over , until i closed the card n i saw da front cover ... it says `OH LOOKIE ! its that time of the year again !` and there it was , a CLOCK with its fingers pointing to 3 AM - the Devil's Time . for anyone who have watched the exorcism of emily rose , u will know how god damn freaked out i am when i saw the clock . i immediately went to my sis room and told her about it n she laughed it off and changed the clock to now show 7 am ...

anyhow .. thx for da card , realli appreciate it from da bottom of me heart ... made me feel better a lot ^^