DYING WITHOUT DREAMS

whew . yesterday , friday , was an extremely bad day for me . woke up coughin badly n had to spit green phlegm out and then rushed for the bus ( i woke up late ) .. then at skool all i felt like doin was to keep my mouth shut n take a good rest bcuz me lungs felt so tight n me breaths r so short . headache gains ache gradually thru out the day , and stomach felt like its gurgling . sore throat wasnt really a problem bcuz the nite b4 me dad told me to gargle salt water n it worked ... it erased the pain of my throat ... anyway had a really hard time sleepin due to the hard table . shudve brought a pillow T.T after reccess n eatin a sandwich i ate my ventolin pill ..

school was pointless dat day . no teachers came in to teach , some did came in , but not to educate . not like they ever do educate for real anyway . then halfway thru skool it started raining lightly , then as time passed the rain grew heavier . felt cold like im in antartica , freezing .. then reached home , immediately went upstairs n flopped on my bed . hugged myself to my bolster n comforter , hoping it wud keep me warm but to no avail . the rain was still ongoing n i didnt even switched the aircond or the fan on .

woke up at 3.30 , felt warm as hell this time round . sweating summore .. headache became worse by now . went down to get a red bean bun as my lunch ( no appetite + the dishes are all not suitable for sorethroaters ) n went back up . switched on the fan n went to bed . didnt get up til 7.30 , felt cold + warm ( wtfness !!! ) as heck then went to shower . took a little bit of dinner , then went up to rest . got a bit of wheezing and headache became much much more pain , and i felt as if my stomach would vomit out my dinner at any given moment ...

soon later dad brought me to see the doctor . in the car i really felt like vomitting , but luckily didnt . quite a lot of patients , and i had to patiently wait impatiently for me turn to come . younger sis wuz wit me , cuz she has slight cough n flu . anyway when my turn came i was sooooo glad ... told the doctor every detail of what ive been goin thru the past 3 days , wat medication i took , how i felt , my condition , every single thing . im sure i never missed out a single point at all . symptoms :

heavy headache
high fever ( 37.9 degrees Celsius )
no appetite
urge to vomit
coughing
sorethroat
phlegm

anyway came home , took the medicines n then went to bed ... was SHIVERING LIKE HELL after takin the medicines . even when i was in my room , with only the fan running , i cud feel my teeth clattering against each other n my body shivering uncontrollably ... felt really , really bad . hurriedly went to bed at 10 , but had a really hard time gettin to sleep due to the cold i feel and very , very bad cough .

woke up sometime at night , not sure what time but i cud tell the sky was dark . saw sum1 sleepin on the bed bside me , i thought it was my mum so i juz fell asleep again . woke up again later , it was daytime ... looked at the clock , it was nearly 9 . turned n looked at da bed bside me , saw my mum still sleepin . then i realized it CANT BE MY MUM . my mum is supposed to be at the hospital by now !!! ( she gonna get minor operation )

so i was like . pull open that fella's comforter n saw the face ... ALEX !?!? WTF ?!?! the first thing i said to myself was , `EHH !?` and the next thing i said ( more like yell ) to him was `WHAT THE HELL R U DOING HERE !??!` dam surprised ... and u noe wats da weird thing ? he shook his head a bit , burried it into the pillow again , n suddenly woke up n asked `EH !? WHERE AM I` ... then after tat oni he remembered , he came back form college party or fiesta or sumthin , then his friend livin nearby dropped him here , then he was too tired n just went to sleep ... wtf la . stupid imba cousin suka-suka datang bilik orang lain tidur =.=''

then anyway after tat spent the rest of me time watching him play dota n a tiny bit of o2jam . he hasnt been dotaing for a while now cuz his pc rosak . i dota-ed for one round as well , but that game of mine was a 5v3 since half game , so was quite a waste of time to play it ...

at ard 3.30 san san came to pick him up , then said bye bye ... he said he pities my dog cuz he is botak now n looks like he is veri cold ...

anyway here i am now , blogging and about to stop . stopping now . bye .