Skip readin this entry , please , goddamnit ...

heed the advise if you respect me . hell , heed the advise even if you don't .

the world is full of people with no brains in their heads , well actually they do haf brains but they're too darned fucked up to learn to use it right . though `right` varies for different individuals its still a fuckin fact that some things are so obvious that even a monkey can figure out , yet some humans fail in doin so .

just now me young sis was usin the pc , playin maple story , n i was like ` hey aint it ur young bro's turn to play ? ` and she went like ` oh wait imma buy white pots for 30 meso cheaper each b4 i log off ` . n she took a while , stood a while , waited n no business came . so i told her straight in her face how dumb she is because for the sake of god , its just 30 mesos difference for each , and she has 10 million in her storage bank . killin a few monsters slayin a few dragons for few minutes wouldve covered the extra costs of buyin the pots from the npc , add in the exp pts from the monsters , but noooooooo she never realized that and she said ` hell ur sidin wit u other bro , eh , fine , thats fine , im stupid n ur siding him on purpose n u dun wanna side me , u wan me to leave asap so he can play asap , ok ima leave then `... n shit that pisses me off to fucks , because i dun side no one unless that someone is on the same page of my definition of `right` . and in tis case , i dun even wanna bother about sidin em both . but its cool , i guess thats how d human mind works naturally , denying harsh facts n choosin to believe sumthin else that wud make them feel less bad about em self .

then tis mornin , me elder sis , she had a sore throat . she got sorethroats often . too much chocos , too much cookies , too little water . all that basic shit . or mayb its because she chats too much with her frens everyday without controls till she loses her voice . or mayb bcuz its cuz she changes her voice completely upside down when she talks wit her frens or sum other stranger on da street . she always talks normally in front of her family but in front of others she's always pretending innocent n actin cute , as if she was an angel , an anime character , watever it is she thinks she's makin herself look like . i dunno . or mayb its cuz of the fact she has to yell and shout `fuck` over every single matter like in tis mornin , i asked her from atop the stairs `when is it safe for me to shut ur kol bot ?` and she has to like y'kno shout back up n go like `fuck u u son of a bitch i haf no voice so dun make me talk or ill rip yer dick off` well she didnt say rip my dick off , but she sounded as fierce as that . well hello gal , ur sorethroatin n yet u choose to shout up to me ? shes what , 20 this year and we been livin in this house for like since she was standard 6 and she still hasn't learned that our staircase doesn't absorb sound very well and can deflect voices over up n down even if its just like a normal volume desibel ? she's not onli makin her own condition worse, she's also makin me think she's not human .

of course , these aren't very big problems but everyone knows how one bad habit leads to another . and ive got a bad habit too , i hate plannin the future , makes life too predictable n makes me less flexible . but its good habit for people who wanna hav a perfect tip top up to expectations , but predictable dull n borin life . thats not me , i may die tomorrow and not know why , but still not bother when im in heaven . o wait , i forgot , i dont believe in heaven . death = death , no more no less no bargains .

im deaaaaad meat if anyone from me family reads this , but suck that , take it as a lesson to use brains more than brawns and if u haf no good first-move or intuition-moves repair on it if ur gonna keep usin it daily . and if uve read from the top till here , well fuck you because the title of this entry says no readin` . but what the heck , no one really cares .

haha ...