More Love !! xD

i woke up from my evening nap feeling kinda lost and confused ... all these while , my efforts to escape from the state of li**r*n*e has proved effective . but , in the end , i only entered a more advanced stage of feelings and emotions , one that is much more stable and deep , but also one that i cannot return back from . anywayz , din felt like studying la ... so just switched on the com n went on msn ... din felt like talkin much either , but luckily hex was there to cheer me up wif his cibai attitude xD

anywayz read the star , was a realli nice read in starmag . sections like parenting , living and counselling are worth reading , not to mention enjoyable and helps prepare u for possible situations in the future xD

went down to dinner with my family , the food was homely and lovely . the new maid is the best maid my parents haf employed so far . she cooks great food , learns fast , doesn't complains , smiles whenever i greet her , does all the cleaning in the house without being asked to , helps me wash my car once every weekend , and such ...

anywayz , came back up and realized once again ... yea ... my parents love me and my siblings so much ... im sorry it took me so many many years to realize that ... if only i had noticed sooner ...

all the little things they did for us , all the wonders of life that they had willingly gave up in exchange of our better future , all the troubles they go through just to provide us the very best ... always putting us above themselves ... and yet never crying out loud when we didn't appreciate their good intentions ...

and me ? all those little things ive done for them , what are they compared to what they have done for me ?

when the food on the table is not enough for the whole family , who are the ones who always pretend to be bloated when they're actually starving ?

when we're at home enjoying life , who're the ones who is working hard in the office , wanting to provide us an even more comfortable lifestyle ?

who're the ones who decided not to buy that latest handphone model in town , or that Sony home theatre system they've always wanted , just so they can save up more money for our education ?

who're the ones who kept giving non-stop , but asked for nothing more than a warm smile in return ?

when i thought abt all these , i nearly cried just now pulak , wtfz ... T.T
i respect my parents alot ...
and i want to be like them in the future , only better n happier !! xD