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WHAT THE FUCK !

u noe wat ?? the other pc is meant for sharing between my two younger siblings . both of them haf an equal right to use the computer . they're supposed to SHARE it .

but then my sister fucking asked for problem . my brother complained to me saying she asked him to cook maggi for her if he wants to play , so he realli bodoh-bodoh went n cook maggi for her . den she said he can play at 8pm . at 8pm he asked her to let him play , but my sister told him that if he wants to play , he has to fucking get her cibai beg from downstairs bcuz she wants to study . so obviously my brother angry n dun wan lar , so she dun let him play , wtfz !?

now tell me , where is the sense in that ?? both of them has equal rights , and yet my brother has to comply to my sister's selfish requests before he can play ?? thats nutz !! n even after he DID comply to her request , she still broke her promise n din let him play , wtfz !? n even better is when i confronted her , asking why didnt she let him play when 8pm came , she said bcuz he din get her her schoolbag n bcuz his time is supposed to END at 8 , not start at 8 . confused , i asked her , if his time was supposed to end at 8, then why didnt u let him use the pc b4 8 ?? did u let him play b4 8 ?? she just reluctantly replied me a no . OMFG LA , u dun even let him play , n yet u say his time has ended n its ur fucking turn to fucking play ?? how could u treat ur own brother like that ??? do u noe im upset as well to noe he kena bully by u like that !?? he doesnt even owe u nutz in da first place , its gud enuff that he even bothers to cook u ur fucking maggi !!

and when i confronted her , u noe wat was her only reaction ? she just diam diam n stare at the screen blankly n continued doing her stuff at the pc n IGNORED ME !! when i shut down her program , she just kept on staring at the screen , her eyes half-closed ... she din even bother to look at me !! u noe how fucking pissed off i am ?? such ignorance !! such absurdity !! such an unprogressive attitude !! she admits that she treated him badly , but so what ?? she knows her mistake , she knows she was wrong , but she doesnt even seems to give a fuckin damn abt it !!

but overall i guess its normal for her age ... cant realli be helped ...
hopefully she will grow out of it ASAP ...
like how i had outgrew myself ...
now i regret all those thoughtless , selfish acts i once did ...
i regret not treating my frens n family better last time ...
and i dont want my sis to end up like me in the future ...
haiz ...

and then just now i read the paper . what the fuck ? so many rape cases !! how can u even bring urself to rape someone , knowing you'd destroy their life and future while you're at it ?? issit even worth destroying another innocent person's life and future just so you can enjoy yourself for a fucking 5 minutes !?!? omfg la !! u aint human !! and then we got another rape case where the girl walked out at midnight to meet her boyfren but got raped on the way . god damnit , u're just 15 yrs old , n ur risking urself by walking alone at midnite just to meet ur crush ?? where is ur common sense ??? get a fuckin life !!

n da worst part is , its not only the victims who suffer from the traumatic experience !! what about their loved ones ?? what about their family , what about their friends ? even me as a stranger also can feel so much pain and anguish , imagine how much more suffering it would be if i actually knew the victim in person !! if anyone dare to intentionally harm the people i love , i swear id fucking slaughter that person and mince his fucking balls into fish food !!