Who Da Man ?

who da man ? who da man ??

yesterday nite i experienced the happiest one hour of my life ...

i was extremely exalted !!

in my life ive faced many emotional challenges ...

but i managed to climb them all , altho some wif abit of difficulty ...

but da past few weeks ive been in dis emotional turmoil ...

ive been trapped in a very dark hall ...

cant find da light ...

as usual , yesterday nite i was lying on my bed , my mind roaming in darkness ...

i tot i cudnt find da light ...

but i finally found it !!

a tiny spot of light !!

n it aint just tiny , as i got closer to it n held it in my palms , it slowli grew bigger n finally became a big ball of white light !

aint so tiny afterall ...

yea , wat siew said is rite i guess , without problems , there is no meaning to life ...

bcuz problems exist , humans feel challenged , n when they defeat dat challenge , they feel satisfaction ...

ladies , when ders a yin , ders a yang ...

i tot dis time i wudnt be able to find da brighter side of my problems ...

but i managed to do it afterall !

optimistic thoughts helped me understand n overcome it !

mun yee , u rox !! those few chats we haf on msn , without fail , u always say im an optimistic person ...

dat alone was enuff to made me believe in myself to be able to stay strong n optimistic ...

thx dude !! u rox !

aww man ... i realli love myself lar ... ahahaha ... gotta start memuja myself edi ... dats y der aint no god for me but myself !!

man ... da ball of light is so beautiful to stare at xD

out of the abyss and into the sun i go ...

feels great to be back ...

welcome home , wei ping !! i missed u !!

thank god takin the easy way out was never an option for my solutions !!

running from my problems is not my style ... n i thank god it aint ...

cuz battling da problems r so much more entertaining n exciting !

erm anywayz today skool was ok ... but yesterday i was so excited dat i cudnt sleep ... ended up laughing to myself non-stop ... so slept late n woke up late dis mornin =.='' 7.10 oni i wake up , swt ... but managed to made it in time to skool still ...

damn , it hurts ... my heart was wounded ... hurt like hell !!

blardy yen han !!

i told u to dun langgar me too hard liao lor ... cb kia ...

dis yh a ... bang me so hard into da sharp corner of da staircase ...

damn frikin painful ...

even me left toes hurt like a bitch ...

anywayz tuition later , man , i din managed to study anything yesterday n da day b4 yesterday , aiz , too distracted ... trials gettin veri veri near , gotta gambate !!

oh yea lately ive been havin frequent headaches ... yea , even now when im typin dis ive got a headache ... i think sumthin is wrg wif me ... too stressed or wat ?

i tried to give you warning , but everyone ignores me !
( dont you ever think loud n clear ? )
but nobody's listening !!