Love

just now ... dunno wat happen ... my weak lungs seem to fail me again ... i had terrible difficulty breathing ... was kinda suffering but i guess im alredi used to such minor attacks once in a while ...

my dad helped massage my back by erm piak piak piak massage la ... ( according to the doctor it helps ) ... as i sat there ... trying to make full use out of every small breath i had ... memories of the past came flooding in ...

about 3 years back ... i used to massage my parents every night in their bedroom ... id massage my dad for 30 minutes , and then massage my mum for another 30 minutes , then they'll give me RM 2 in return ... but i didnt do it for the money ... i did it bcuz my parents seem to enjoy it , n also bcuz i thought of it as an exercise for my arms ...

what do u think abt love ? some say love kills ( emotionally and physically ) , and some say that love plays an important role in shaping our lives ...

to be honest , i was oblivious to the love around me all these years . i had read short love stories , i had watched touching movies , and i have heard the word love pronounced by many many people . but i never believed such a thing existed . maybe its because what you have is what you don't see ... i had been blind to love but had only recently learnt to appreciate and believe in it ... someone had opened my eyes ... all these while , ive actually had alot n alot of love around me , its just that i never realli took notice of it ...

come to think of it , the massage i did for my parents back in the old days were probably powered by love xD

its amazing how little things you do can make others feel happy ...
its amazing how little things you do can change someone's life and future ...
and its also amazing how we never seem to realize the significant impact of our smallest actions to others ...

people do not judge you by who you are , but how you treat them ...

id love to insert an inspirational story on how love doesnt need a reason to exist ... read it a few years back and surprisingly i was never able to forget about it ... but im too damn lazy to type right now , cuz im supposed to go to bed and wake up tomorrow morning to face the last day of trials exam , WOOHOOO !!! xD

damn , im being a grandfather again !! T.T