LAST WALTZ

lovely . LOVELY ~ !! i had nth to do so went to dl the rasmus - 2001 album ` Into ` ... about 60% of the songs in there are below my rasmus expectations , buttttttttttt there is ONE song damn damn sedap !!! the title is last waltz , so damn nice ! sent to andy liao XD

anotherrrr You and Me ~!
another revolutionary heavenly romance ~
waittingg for the last waltz
and So it Seems ~
we wont find a solution
confusion leads the danceee ~
waiting for the lastttt ... waaaltzz....

anyway had this weird dream this morning ... i was in a villa ... in a GAME ... my whole life is a game ~ n im in dis ultra big villa ... like a MAZE ! den i walk around the whole villa ... searching for something ... but i keep forgetting my way ! my mind can't seem to make a map , i seem LOST ! directionless ! just running from one room to the next , from one corridor to another , hall to hall ... finally i reached a swimming pool ... extraordinarily large ! then there's an alligator inside , its fuckin fat n humongous n swims like a shark ! den anyway there was another villa opposite it ... i took a bridge nearby n went there . there got a `secret room` i went inside n its a parking lot in the open air even tho im still in a room . there were hawkers in da center of the parking lot ... n den i dreamt of dominic goin there n open a hawker stall selling some secret recipe bread ... den i became his assistant to test the flavour of his food ... i imagine him dumping a large chunk of flour into fying oil in a pot and watch it sizzle and change shape .. da taste of the final product is bland , the bread is big but empty inside , all flour , no flavour but sugar on its surface . then anyway i left the parking lot n went out to the swimming pool again . since this is a game , i dreamt i had super leap ! i made a leap to the other end of the swimming pool ... BUT FAILED !!! i didn't make it ! i landed in the water , and the crocodile came for me . i was underwater ... watching helplessly as the crocodile swam like he was JAWS towards me n he was sooo damn big in size in comparison with me ! den i tried to swim away ... it was a futile attempt and the crocodile sank its teeth into my body ... blood filled my vision , the blue water seemingly turned red , n i woke up ...

n as usual .. i felt like ... i didnt just die in my dream , i died in life as well ... as usual ... no feeling today .. juz feel LIFELESS . footsteps feel like airsteps ... vision kinda blur ... maybe its the water / tears ? den dunnoz la ... i declined denster's invitation to go mid valley for a dota clan gathering ... i have been looking forward to meeting them but then ... i DECLINED !! wtf man ? zZz ... actualli i wudda gone if yh go as well to teman me , but his mum dun giv XD i feel kinda ... no mood to go ... even tho i was the eager one earlier ... SAD !

arghh ITALY I WANT U TO WIN !! even tho i dun watch football ... but win pls lol i wan my rm 5 and rupiah 10 XD