lolz today ended up din study ... group study just use to chat chat chat ... fark la xD
dled tata young's songs ... well they're damn gud !! dled her videos oso ... well wat can i say ... she's definitely high quality hot chick material . her appearance n voice damn fit my taste !! xD da extremely arrogant tone n lyrics in her songs also suit my taste alot !! xD
too bad i cant find much of her songs ... onli 8 songs ... i tried downloading her albums but no one's uploadin any xD
well today had group study ( more like group chatting !! xD ) ... as usual , andy ffk , n he forgot to inform me beforehand >_> but his reason is understandable lar , going to a fren's party is a once in a blue moon event , if i were him id dump gs aside as well xD
anywayz , holidays are ending . its been an extremely great holiday . i was physically sick through it all , but tat one boleh diabaikan la xD i loved having all my time for myself . for once i actualli enjoyed being alone !! im surprised with this discovery xD
anywayz to be honest , i actualli feel like i wna fuck off far away frm da skool la . im lookin forward to the last day of spm , to the last 3 days of enjoying myself in genting . been a long time since i been there btw xD
speaking abt spm , its getting realli close . my studying time per day is not sufficient enough . i nid to work alot harder . i want to pass spm with flying colours . im gna haf to start bringing books to skool n study like a geek xD so dun be surprised if u see wp studyin in skool !!! xD
ahhhh , i realize my future is soooo uncertain ! i dno wats gna come up next . its actualli scary to look into my bleak future , but on the bright side , at least i havent chained myself to anything yet xD just now i had a chat wif tj abt wat comes after spm . im totally blurrrr ... my vision is clouded ... tj helped open my eyes abit on wat paths i haf after spm xD thx dude !! xD i duno wats my future gna be like , but i definitely dont want myself to end up like wat i am dis year , or last year , or the years before . sad but true , the only thing ive achieved in my life so far is something nobody sees or acknowledges xD but its a real beauty tho , n im extremely , extremely proud of it xD
damn ironic la , my uncertain future is the onli thing im holding on to for support xD im lookin forward to a new start and startin to get impatient with the wait xD
