i finally noe wats causing my occassional mood swings !!!
ive found myself , but i fear tat no one will ever be able to find me ...
LOLZ !!! what a stupid thing to be afraid of !!! how silly of me xD
it seems i was only seeking acknowledgement all these while xD
why didnt i realize earlier ? omfg fuck , everything makes sense now xD
all these while ive been looking at the possible problems that cause my depression , but it appears that they were only the canopy of the forest xD ive never looked beyond my problems , but today , i stumbled upon the roots xD
so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy xD