*dedicated to my younger siblings*
as I lay here trying to get some sleep
my mind travels back to a past so deep
i think of all the things i've ever did
( oh so horrible they were indeed )
and all the times we could've clicked
such a shame i've always screwed it up a bit
and now, just reminiscing makes me feel like shit
just thinking about it makes me sick
my apologies must have meant nothing to you
no, surely not even a million of it would ever do
for my regrets had come as an overdue
and now, without further ado
( if it could take away all your blues )
for you my throat i'd gladly slit in two
and these words are but too damn true
so i picked up a pen to write out what's within
but this aint a poem, its more of a requiem
to finally put to rest these long forsaken dreams
and signify an end in my quest to self-redeem
( for the past now dissipates, in a whirl of forgotten sins )
ehh yesterday i drank too much tea ... then at nite drank teh tarik and ate 2 roti canai for supper ... then in the end i couldnt sleep for the whole nite !!!! OMG !!! not even one minute of sleep at all !!! ( samo din take evening nap before that !! ) O_O so i used the time to write these poetic verses lol ... anywayz after tat went to work for frikin 12 hrs straight ... omfg la damn torture ... i had like only a meagre 20mins sleep in the car ( parents fetch me today ) and 20 minutes sleep during lunch break , but that was bout it ...
and to think right now im still wide awake , and its nearing midnight . WTF MAN I KENA INSOMNIA LAR I THINK !!!! anyway heres an old poem ... some of you might remember this xD
your smile is contagious
everytime you smile
my heart beams with joy
my frowns seem to die
i then soar in skies ...
